transformers

as u can see ,dah banyak post aku delete .why ?sebab tu semua post sakit hati-mati .and aku tak ready nak mati ,yet .after im living a goddamn life like the last 30minutes titanic nak karam ,i've decided to recycle back my life .this time its for real .not like the past 5 months yg hangat hangat taik hanjing tu .


of course ,it starts with me .selama ni ,aku kekurangan konfiden .oh yeah,believe me .isandra memang lack of confidence ,tahap ke-4 .agak seryes kan ?


so ini to-do-list saya :


1 .cakap kat orang yang perasan cantik dan suka menjeling jeling : i dont even care if im ugly .the thing is i like who i am now and im proud of it .that's why im obviously different .


2 .buang jadual harian tu .jadual my ass .beriya iya buat jadual ,satu pun takboleh ikut .


3 .study study .ibu kata jangan nak puppy love ke ,monkey love ke .nanti ibu ketuk terus jadi monkey .


4 .wootkins .ish ,i dunno lah what to do wih that apek .nanti aku pikirkan .


5 .repair balik my little baby ,Canon A470 .siapa kata kau perlu DSLR if kau nak jadi photographer ?


6 .guitar guitar .kena work on it cepat .mami tunggu for the first song *berpeluh*


7 .get rid of orang orang yang kawan dengan aku with hidden agenda .i know u guys ,really .


8 .renovate bilik !i nak tilam without katil ,bilik gelap *idea bodoh sebenarnya .aku takut gelap kot*,scribbling all over the wall .and fotograf cinta cinta hati .


9 .work out and weight loss .its not a sin nk jadi sihat kan ?amalkan gaya hidup sihat ! *sarcasm*


10.stay with changes yang aku dah buat .stick ass to ass .




itu 10 yang utama .lain ..i'll think about it later .


and a big tenkiu to mitch albom for saying this :


all endings are also beginnings .we just dont know it at the time ..